Now that 2020 has finally passed, let’s discuss it shall we?
I can’t remember a year that has brought so much death, destruction, heartache, lies and depression. And lets face it, I was married to & dated alcoholics, addicts, grew up with a manic depressive alcoholic Parent, lost my home in a bankruptcy, watched my Parents and Grandparents die, been through divorce, separation, countless hours of therapy and have had almost my entire Family turn against me. So I am familiar with heartache and depression. And yet, all that seems like a walk in the park now. The difference is that was all spread over 50 years.
Enter 2020.
Why was this year any different? It started out harmless enough. We had some snow. Hubby and I went to Mexico for vacation. We found out we were going to be Grandparents! And I turned 50. And I look good for 50. I was sure this was going to be my best year yet.
How could it not with a start like that?
Then we started to hear of this new infectious disease, a virus that was spreading like wildfire across the planet. They were leaving cruise ships full of people stranded at sea, stating it was unsafe to let them come to shore. We heard it all started in a fish market in China. We were ordered to close our businesses and stay at home. This was in March.

I closed my business. My Husband was still able to work, although at half hours. When he came home he had to strip down on the front porch, putting his clothes into a plastic hamper and heading straight to the shower, being careful not to touch any surface. I opened and closed the doors, carefully placing everything he wore that day into the washing machine on ‘EXTREMELY HOT’. We sprayed everything that came into the house with sanitizer and wiped down anything he touched even after he washed his hands.
We were told this would happen for 2 weeks. Two weeks would ‘flatten the curve’ and keep us all safe. Not much to ask for, right? In the meantime we could not see our Family or Friends and if we met someone on the road while walking the dog, we had to stay on the other side of the road and yell over to them, while being careful not to speak ‘moistly’. Easy peasy.
Two weeks turned into four months. Four months that I did not hug my Children or visit with Friends. Four months of hiding at home, wearing masks when we did dare to go out anywhere. Four months, of living in fear.
Then miraculously we started to catch wind of other narratives. Other doctors, nurses, news broadcasts and experts & politicians who were telling us a different truth. A truth that made sense. What was really going on? After all, we didn’t question what we were being told. Why would our fearless leaders lie to us? Slowly we began piecing together a new story. And we began asking those questions, which is something frowned upon by almost everyone nowadays:
When we were told it might be a good idea to wear masks, the ‘numbers’ were high. When ‘numbers’ started going down, we were mandated to wear masks in all public places.
Why?
Each year, we have a Flu Season. Each year, more people die from the flu than who have died from covid19 overall. Yet, in 2020 no one died from the flu.
Why?
We were never made to ‘lockdown’ or ‘shelter in place’ during flu seasons past. Nor were we mandated to wear masks during flu season. And, covid19 has a survival/recovery rate of 99.97%. Now we were being told to wear masks and stay home.
Why?
We are being inundated with statistics showing the number of ‘cases’ even though ‘cases’ by definition are not sick people, simply people who have tested positive for ‘something’. Even with no symptoms.
Why?
We are being told over and over our hospitals are being pushed to the brink, filled to capacity with dying people and exhausted healthcare workers. Yet countless videos can be found online of Average Joes driving by, around and walking into and throughout hospitals that are completely empty. Have you driven by your hospitals? We have. And they are in fact, deserted.
Why?
Thousands upon thousands of patients who are actually sick and needing medical help, surgeries or treatment are being told to stay home or are choosing to stay home out of fear. And are henceforth dying or their situations worsening due to these extreme lockdown measures.
Why?
I know personally three different people who have lost loved ones this past year. And no, their deaths were not ‘covid-related’. Although their deaths were definitely ‘covid-impacted’. These people, these human beings, were not allowed to see their loved ones before they died. Not able, not permitted, to hug their Mother before she took her last breath. They were unable to hold the hand of their Dad as he slipped away. Not allowed to gather with Friends & Family to receive comfort and compassion from those who wished to offer it.
Why?

People on social media are subsequently unable to share with their Family and Friends any of these eye-opening truths or to even question the agenda of the government as they are being blocked, banned, ‘fact-checked’, ridiculed and worse.
Why?
Doctors, Scientists and experts – around the world, mind you! Not just ‘here’….are trying to tell people the truth. They are trying to say don’t wear the masks, don’t close your business, don’t get the vaccine. Hug your family. Visit your loved ones. Most importantly don’t believe what you are being told. And these same people are having their licenses stripped away, their careers ruined, their lives upturned. They are being discredited, disgraced, censored…receiving death threats. All because they are trying to do what their first and foremost oath said, ‘to do no harm’.
Why?
We in Ontario, are currently under a ‘grey zone’ lockdown (which if you look at the gov’t website, it doesn’t really state the difference between grey and red, the previously worst zone; only that grey is now the worst zone, it’s really bad)
Province-wide lockdown. Stay in your home, make sacrifices, save lives, zoom chat with your loved ones, buy online. Yet the same people making these rules feel it is safe for them to jet off to another country for fun in the sun vacations.
Why?
Small businesses are being forced to close down ‘for the safety of the public’. Small businesses in my town may have 25-50 people go through their doors each day. Costco and Walmart, on the other hand, have 1000’s of people visit each day and are allowed to stay open. Thousands.
Why?
Liquor, beer and cannabis stores have remained open the entire time. We have been told it was to avoid ‘disturbances’ with addicts. They needed to ‘have their fix’. Yet, gyms are closed down. Pools are closed down. Even outdoor parks, rinks and playgrounds are roped off with hazard tape and patrolled for trespassers. I know people around the globe who ‘need’ to have their workout, their laps, their run…in order to function for the day. I used to be ‘addicted’ to running. If I missed my exercise routine even for a day, I became grouchy and unapproachable. Just ask my kids!
So these establishments, which are there for people to maintain their mental health and keep up their routines are being forced to close. But an alcoholic or addict ‘needing their fix’ are all free and clear according to the government.
Why?

Normally vaccines take years (up to 10-20 in fact) to be designed, formulated and tested for safety and efficacy. This ‘vaccine’ currently being given to the public by the millions, was rushed, untested in a matter of months. They are telling us it is 95% effective even though they have no idea of the side effects, either immediate or long-term. Each and every person receiving the vaccine today are simply part of the on-going human trials.
Why?
Human beings are social creatures. We need contact. We crave social interaction. We literally secrete dopamine when we see someone smile.
Your brain also releases feel-good neurotransmitters, including dopamine, endorphins, and serotonin, when a smile flashes across your face. These brain chemicals aid in calming your nervous system by lowering heart rate and blood pressure. Dopamine gives the brain energy, motivation, a rush, and is necessary for habit change.
How a Simple Smile Benefits Your Brain and Body – The Best Brain Possible
We cannot see your smile if it is hidden behind a mask.
A stranger on the street cannot see your smile.
Your Children cannot see your smile if it is hidden behind a mask.
Your Grandchildren cannot see your smile.
The worldwide governments, mainstream news and social media giants are encouraging people who believe their bullshit narratives to embarrass, shame and bully those of us who are still able to think for ourselves.
Why?
